Today is Going to D-R-A-G

It's only 8:30 in the morning and my appointment with my OB isn't until 3p. I don't know how I'm going to make it through the day in an OK-state-of-mind. I have meetings galore today. Is that a good thing or bad thing? It might keep my mind off my appointment at 3p, but the appointment on my mind might distract me from my meeting and cause problems as a result.

I've prayed so much this week and am praying that I will have a wonderfully happy weekend with my husband and 9.5 week old baby in my belly.

It's D Day... this week, at least

I still feel as though I'm not pregnant anymore. I had cramping two nights ago that lasted until yesterday morning, but I truly just feel that I'm not pregnant.

But... today is D Day... sort of.

I'm going back to the doctor to get my progesterone test results and get another internal ultrasound. I'm freaking out. My appointment isn't for another 6 hours -- getting thru the work day is going to be rough.

And to top it off, I leave for vacation tonight with my husband and my family. What if something isn't right at the doctor's office? What then?

I'm trying not to think the worst, but I also feel as though I need to prepare myself in case the worst happens... again.

I've been OK waiting all week, but today is going to be a killer.

I will pray all day. Please pray for me too.